This week didn’t
start off too hot. I woke up Monday feeling a bit under the weather. I think too
much work around the house this weekend, too much activity, left me feeling drained. I decided to work
from home, just in case I started feeling worse. Luckily, I finally have that “gotomyPC”
program installed, and seriously, it’s amazing! I can finally do ALL my work
from home! It’s ridiculous how excited I am about it, but whatever, it’s
awesome! Amidst working the day away, I was surprised with some awesome gifts in the mail from one of my online mom groups…over the weekend I received a couple packs of
onesies from them, but it turns out that was just a start. Today I received a
big box of diapers, AND the baby swing we registered for. I couldn’t believe
it. I don’t know I got so lucky, making so many wonderful friends, but we couldn’t
be more grateful for their generosity. The rest of the evening went pretty well. I picked the girls
up, we had some dinner and played for a while, and it was bedtime before we
knew it. I still wasn’t feeling great, but hoping for a better day tomorrow.
My surprises of the day...

Tuesday did not start
out great at all, and took quite a crazy turn. First, the evening was pretty rough…I
went to bed with my stomach turning, and it just got worst throughout the
night, resulting in me waking up running for the bathroom in the middle of the night. There's nothing quite like
a little stomach bug at 38 weeks pregnant, that’s for sure! Needless to say, I
started the day working from home again, until I was off for my weekly check-up. At said check-up, I was
surprised with a non-stress test (NST) to kick it off. This resulted in one
hour of laying around, listening to baby’s heartbeat…always a welcomed sound,
but delayed my arrival at work significantly, so I was getting a little anxious
(not exactly optimal for a NST). After the NST, I was off to the lab for blood
work for a new round of pre-e testing…another unexpected turn, since my blood
pressure hasn’t been too crazy this time around. Finally, I met with Ann, my midwife. She checked
me and there hasn’t been much progress…still just dilated to 1ish and slightly
effaced. Baby is still measuring big, and Ann is still coming off a little
pessimistic about my VBAC chances. In fact, she has me coming in on Friday to
meet with one of the OB’s for a discussion…seeing that OB’s are not notoriously
supportive of VBAC’s, that makes me a little nervous. And, icing on the cake,
she has decided she doesn’t want me working anymore. Of course, that’s not
really an option, but I compromised to work from home rather than going into
the office. She’s not a huge fan, but she agreed. Seriously, an appointment
full of surprises! After 2 hours in the clinic, I was finally off to work, to
talk to my supervisor about the sudden change in plans, finish off my last day in the
office and make sure everything is done and ready to go. It was very strange
leaving work, knowing that I wouldn’t be back for three months. It sounds like
such a long time, but it’s going to go so fast. I did feel quite a sense of
relief pulling away though; it’s definitely less stressful being at home. To
end the day, we were all off to Olivia’s kindergarten orientation. We met the
kindergarten teachers, saw the classrooms and took a little tour of the school
(note, we are still hoping she gets into the magnet school, but haven’t heard
back yet regarding the state of the waiting list). Olivia was very nervous at
first and wouldn’t really talk to the teachers, but she warmed up towards the
end. Amelia on the other hand had no problem introducing herself…I’m pretty
sure she thought we were there for her. I don’t think we’ll have any issues
with her when it comes time for her to start school. I myself, could hardly
keep it together, I can’t believe my baby is starting kindergarten in a few
months! I’m so excited for her, but so overwhelmed at the same time. I can’t
believe they’re growing up so fast! This day was definitely quite a rollercoaster!
Kindergarten Orientation...AHHHHH!

Wednesday was my first
day officially working from home, and it was most definitely much more relaxing! No phone
calls, nobody popping into my cubicle to chat or ask questions. I stay in my
jammies, put my shows on in the background, settle in on the couch and work the
day away. It is a little stressful, only because I’m trying so hard to get as
much done as I can, but it’s still much more preferable. This week was supposed
to be Olivia’s first week of baseball (Monday and today). Unfortunately,
Mother Nature didn’t get the memo, because this week has been a complete washout,
literally. It’s pretty expected in the spring, but I’m just a little bummed
because she’s nervous about playing, and I’m afraid she won’t have much
practice before their games start. I know the whole season is pretty much just a
learning experience, but I wish she could get a little non-game learning under
her belt before the games start. So, because of the rainout, we had another
quiet evening at home.
My little "Littlest Pet Shop" game addict, takes after her mama!

Thursday marked the
first day of May…MAY!!! It’s finally baby month. I guess I shouldn’t really say
finally, Lord knows time has been flying by. I just can’t believe it’s actually
here though. It’s May, and I’m SO ready to get this show on the road! I spent
the day working from home again, and it’s still oh so wonderful. I also watched
“The Business of Being Born” documentary today, and OH MY GOD, I can’t believe I had
never watched it before. This documentary should seriously be mandatory for all
expecting parents, it's very eye opening and has a lot of vital information that a lot of new parents should be aware of. I honestly can’t say enough about it. I followed it up by
watching their special on VBAC’s, and it was so spot on. I could hear myself in
almost everything they said, it actually made me really emotional. It’s a very empowering,
and eye-opening, series all around, that’s for sure. And, that was pretty much the
highlight of my day. The evening was another standard, fairly quiet one.
On my search for a good TBT picture for this week, I stumbled upon this treat. Our first official family photo, circa 2005. Had me cracking up..

Friday was my day
off, but I had two doctor appointments to keep myself busy. First up, I was off
for my 3rd biophysical ultrasound. They didn’t take measurements
this time, but they checked fluid levels, baby’s breathing and heartbeat, stuff
like that. Again, s/he scored perfect, so there are definitely no worries
there. Thankfully! My second appointment wasn’t for a few hours, so I picked my
mom up and we headed to the mall to kill some time. We got some
walking in, I bought a couple of dresses for Olivia and we had some lunch. We
also stopped at Target to get a few things, mainly a helmet and glove for
Olivia. I dropped her off back at home, and was back to the clinic for my
meeting with the OB. Still nervous and unsure how it would go, they called me
back. Surprisingly, the appointment was AMAZING. I LOVED the OB, he was super
supportive and really easy to talk to. He doesn’t have any issues with the baby’s
size, especially because I have had a successful VBAC, and based on
the scans he doesn’t see the baby being ridiculously big anyway, which was
reassuring. He didn’t bring up anything about setting a deadline or anything of
that nature. Honestly, as much as I love Ann, my midwife, I wish he would’ve
been my doctor all along. All in all, the meeting was a HUGE relief and made me
feel so much better about everything, which I definitely wasn’t expecting. The
rest of the afternoon and evening were pretty low key. I felt like I could
finally relax after weeks of chaos and stress and not knowing what was going
on. I’m reaching the end, and I finally feel like I can breathe a little
easier. Yes, today was a good day!
Saturday was a
pretty busy day. We had breakfast and were all off to swim class. After class,
I decided it was high time I treat myself to a little pampering, and I decided
to get a pedicure. So, I dropped the family off at home, and went on a search
of a nail salon with an opening. It was over before I knew it, but it was such
a nice, relaxing little escape. I really need to do that more often! Once I was
home, it was back to reality and I was on Mom duty, while Christian started
taking advantage of the first really nice day we’ve had so far this spring, and
started on some yard work. He put out some of the lawn decorations, mowed the grass,
fertilized and picked up the post-winter mess and trash. He gets exhausted, but
he LOVES his yard, so I think he really looks forward to it. Meanwhile, the
girls and I were off to Amelia’s first friend birthday party, for her little
BFF Lizzie from school. Lizzie’s mom is one of the teachers at school, so a lot
of the teachers were there, and all the kids were from school, even a couple of
older ones, so both of the girls had some friends to play with. I got a chance
to talk to a few of the other parents from school, which was nice since there really
isn’t time for chatting when you pick up or drop off, so it was a pretty fun
party for all of us. The girls were pretty exhausted by the time we got home,
and lack of naps had them pretty crabby and acting up, bedtime couldn’t come
soon enough. Christian headed out for a few drinks with a friend and I
watched few shows before I passed out
for the night. Busy day for this super pregnant mama!
Amelia and the birthday girl, Lizzie. So sweet!
Rico is going to be very happy when I actually have a lap again...
Sunday was a pretty
lazy day around the house. I did a little laundry, and a liiiiitle bit of
picking up around the house, otherwise we really just took it easy, watched
some movies, took some nice long naps and relaxed. I think knowing we’re
severely limited on opportunities to do that kicked in, so we took advantage…
Christian was giving baby a little pep talk today...

…and, speaking of
which, today marks 39 weeks! By this point, Olivia was already born. Amelia
came at 39 weeks 5 days, so I have a good feeling this will be the week. I don’t
really feel anything going on yet, or nothing too crazy yet. Of course, I’m about
as uncomfortable as you can get…lacking sleep, going to the bathroom constantly
and feeling like I’m lugging around a bowling ball everywhere I go. I have
started to feel more and more pressure with each passing day, so I do think
baby is starting to make his/her way down, little by little. I really don’t
have much energy left at all at this point, so we’re most definitely in the
home stretch. Reality of labor, and delivery, certainly starts to settle in
around this time, and is starting to make me nervous. I feel more nervous about
it this time around than I did with Amelia honestly…maybe because I actually
know what’s coming this time around. But remembering that feeling when baby
comes out, knowing that baby is finally here, and seeing baby for the first
time pretty much takes over any feelings of fear I may have. So, here we are
folks…39 weeks down, and hopefully only a matter of days before our family is
finally complete. I CAN’T WAIT!!

Until Next Week! XOXO