1/20/12

Not a ton to report tonight. Work went well today. I cranked out a ton of Contracts and Amendments this week, and today I finally got to routing everything. Feeling relatively caught up, which is always great.

Today started off on an AMAZING note. Today was weigh in day. I was very nervous, hoping that my hard work had paid off - and, IT DID! Today I was down 3.6lbs and I'm really excited about it. I know it's not a ton, but I will definitely take that. It's a good start, that's for sure. I got my walks in today at work, and it was a break day from exercise. I did do a little routing of crunches, jumping jacks, etc to get a little activity in this evening though. Was well under my calories for the day, like I was all week. Not necessarily a GREAT thing, but what I ate was relatively healthy, and I get in my 3 meals and 2 snacks a day, so I'm not going to stress too much about being under.

Other than that, it was a pretty low key night. It snowed a bit today, so after I picked up the girls, I got them in their snow gear and we played outside for a while. Olivia got bored pretty fast, so I finally brought them inside. Amelia was having the time of her life though.

After Christian got home, we just ate some dinner and hung out for the night. We were pretty much off to bed as soon as the girls went down. Life is still a little too exhausting for us these days. LOL

Here are some pics of the girls' snow day.

1/19/12

Today started off on a VERY, VERY chilly note. Winter is really, finally here, that is for sure. When I left the house this morning, it was -10, -29 with windchill. Ouch. I mean, really, at some point cold is just cold, no matter what the number is, but I seriously could not feel my face by the time I trekked it across the parking lot this morning.

I also felt a little lost without my girls this morning. It definitely doesn't feel right when they are gone, so I was pretty anxious for work to be over. Of course, it felt like old times as soon as they walked in the door. They were SERIOUS handfuls tonight...didn't listen to anything, they were fighting with each other all night. Yeah, why did I miss that chaos??

Other than that, it was a pretty low key day. I got in my walks and my 60-Day Shred workout tonight. I did well on my calories and ate well today. Feeling pretty good. I'm really anxious about my weight in tomorrow. I know our bodies can do really strange things when you start working out and changing your diet, but I have a tendency to give up if I feel like I'm wasting my time. So, I'm hoping for a decent weight loss tomorrow. Fingers Crossed!!!

Here is a picture of the girls tonight - just the typical scene around our house

1/18/12

Today started off pretty rough. I woke up late, dropped the girls off late, and was late to work. Also had to stop to get gas in the freezing cold, dead of the morning - I hate that! Then, as I settled into my desk at work, I realized my wallet was nowhere to be found. That meant I had to trek it back across our parking lot to see if it was in my car, all in a huge panic. At least there was nowhere but up to go from there, right?

Work went well. It was kind of dragging all day, but I did end up getting a lot done. I ate a quick dinner when I got home, then Christian and I were off to see the a screening of "Man on a Ledge" as soon as he got home. I was able to get some free passes through the mall of america a few weeks ago. We got there pretty early to make sure we got some [decent] seats, so we had a lot of time to chat and just hang out together, which was really nice. And, the movie ended up being really good. Quite a roller coaster, and a pretty good plot. We both really liked it.

After the movie, we were on our way home. The girls are spending the night at my in-laws since it was going to be so late by the time we got out. It was really hard not seeing them all day. It just never feels right - even though I know it's healthy to get a break once in a while, it was still hard.

Our wonderful evening came to an abrupt end once we got home. Christian started hassling me about leaving the monitor plugged in this morning (which, by the way, is something HE usually takes care of anyway). Of course, that ends up in a huge fight...and then I get even more upset because we're fighting over stupid stuff and it just spirals from there. Guessing we were both just tired, crabby and ready for bed!

Today was a break day from my exercise routine, I did get in my walks at work though. I did well on my eating - under calories, but a good balance. Feeling better and better every day, that's for sure!

Here is a picture that is actually from Monday. I just thought it was cute :) The girls were putting up their window clings from my mom. They're both getting so big!

1/17/12

I haven't been feeling to well lately. Headaches, the shakes, upset stomach. I'm not sure what's going on, and hoping it's just my body adjusting to the changes in my diet and exercises. Cannot afford to be sick right now, that's for sure!

Work went well today. I was pretty busy after the 4-day weekend, so I had plenty to do! Christian had to leave work for a bit for his ear check-up. They gave him another steroid injection, and said everything seems to be healing well, so that was good news.

After work, I was home to workout and start dinner, just the usual. The girls were pretty good tonight. They were running around and acting crazy, but better than fighting and injuring each other. Olivia came over to me tonight, grabbed my face and said "Oh Mommy, you are SO cute". Then, gave me a big hug and kiss. So, of course, Amelia climbed up on me and gave me a big hug and kiss. This turned into a big competition of who could give mommy the biggest hugs and kisses. It was just one of those nights/moments that reminds you how amazing these little beings are. They can drive you crazy and test your limits, but they know just what to say and do sometimes, it's uncanny.

The rest of the night was pretty relaxed. The usual baths and bed for the girls. The diet and exercise went well today....did my walks and my 60-Day Shred workout, ate well and stayed under my calories. I think I may just get this plan down pat after all!

The girls have been pretty spoiled lately - getting to watch TV while we eat. As I took down the Christmas decorations, I stored them on the dining room table...I have yet to find time to actually put it all away though. Oops!

1/16/12

Today started off VERY rough. I woke up with the worse migraine I've had in a long time. Everything bothered it...lights, noise. Not good, especially on my day home with the girls. I managed to get them breakfast, and didn't think I was going to make it. I called Christian, but he wasn't able to leave work, so I had no choice but to push though.

The girls were pretty receptive to my being sick. They played pretty well together and let me have a little break. I finally managed to get some food down in the early afternoon and took some Excedrin. The girls let me lay on the couch for a bit while they did little princess makeovers on themselves, and with that little rest I finally started feeling better. I took it pretty easy during their nap time and was finally feeling pretty much good as new by the time they woke up. Thank goodness.

Christian arrived home shortly after naps, we all ate some dinner, and I did my workout. That was about it for the night - I was worn our after fighting off that headache all day. Luckily I was still able to get my workout in. My diet wasn't great today - I was WELL under my calories, but didn't eat much of a breakfast or lunch, so it wasn't very balanced, that's for sure.

Here is a picture of my girls playing dress up. I just love those cute little faces so much!

1/15/12

Today was a wonderful day in so many ways!

Though I missed my babies like crazy, we did get to sleep in today. REALLY sleep in - I didn't roll out of bed until 10:00...and just because I had to! It seriously felt amazing! Christian and I ate a quick breakfast and got ready, then were off to pick up those crazy toddlers!

We picked up the girls around noon and were right away on our way to see Sesame Street Live! I won tickets a couple weeks ago on facebook. We'd never been, so I was pretty excited to see what the girls would think. Olivia was pretty into it. She doesn't know all of the characters, and she was mostly concerned with where Elmo was any time he wasn't on stage. LOL. Amelia actually did really good for her first show. She danced a little, watched quite a bit and they girls ate some snacks. We took them to the play area for a while during intermission to get them up running around, and Amelia actually made it just about the entire show before she started getting antsy...Christian brought her out in the hall while Olivia and I watched the end of the show. It definitely wasn't as good as Disney on Ice, but it was fun, and, of course, free, which makes everything better :)

The girls passed out right away when we got in the car and took a nice nap. Christian and I were pretty exhausted so we just took it easy (well, he actually napped too, lazy boy). The rest of the night was very low key - dinner, play, baths and bed. Tomorrow is the Holiday, so I'm excited to have another day off!

Today was a break day in my exercise routine, so I took it easy there. Did good on my calories/food though. YAY!

Here are some pictures from the show.

1/14/12

I woke up a little stressed out this morning. I think life just getting to me. Just one of those days, you know. My mom contacted me early in the day to see if we wanted her to take Olivia overnight, or both of the girls for a while...Christian asked if she would just try taking them both overnight. She was nervous about it, but agreed to give it a shot. I don't know why, but the thought of it gave me a little panic attack. I mean, I know I was away from them when I went to Chicago, but it's really hard for me to leave both of them. I don't know why I have such a hard time leaving Amelia in particular. I don't know if it's because she was such a difficult baby that I revert back to that in my mind and think she just needs me more or something. I don't know, but it's definitely harder to leave her than it was when Olivia was younger - seems strange.

So, we took the girls to breakfast at Perkins (ugh, SO GOOD!), then stopped into Home Depot to pick up some supplies so we can start the play room. We picked up some magnetic paint and some chalkboard paint, and we bought some wood to frame that once we paint, and some paint to paint that wood. Christian also picked up some supplies to FINALLY lay down a threshold form when he tore up the carpet and put down tile downstairs LAST winter. I'm excited to finally get started on this stuff.

While the girls napped, we started painting the boards. After 5 coats over the weekend, they were done! Then, after naps, my mom came to pick up the girls for the night.

Shortly after, Christian got ready and was going out for dinner/beer with a friend. I took the opportunity to take down the tree and get the living room back in order. This lead to rearranging furniture, vacuuming, dusting and scrubbing some old stains on the floor (now that I FINALLY found a carpet cleaner that actually works - so exciting!). I was exhausted by the time I was done, it was definitely my workout for the day!

I was a little worried about this weekend. Weekends and diet usually don't mix well for me. I did pretty well today thought. I looked up my Perkins meal before we went, so I would know what was best for me to get. I had a good lunch and dinner. Ended up under my calories, even with eating out again! YAY. My cleaning escapades tonight definitely made me work up a sweat, so I think that was a good amount of activity for the day. So, I think a pretty successful day!

As we got the girls dressed, I noticed I'd picked out one of my favorite old outfits for Amelia. So cute. I put together a little comparison of the girls in the outfit. Olivia is much younger, yet the shirt is pretty tight on her, she has WAY less hair and she's just my little chunk! Amelia is kind of swimming in the shirt still and has a nice full head of hair. They seriously couldn't be much different! LOL

1/13/12

Today is my Friday off, so I'm home with the girls. They were pretty well-behaved today, with a few rough patches. They played pretty well together this morning. Amelia is really getting into all of the different shape sorters and toys like that. Starting to piece everything together!

During naps I did my usual...pay bills, do the checkbooks, DVR and computer time. I also got my workout in, so GO ME! I did pretty good with my food today, except skipping breakfast. It's only been a few days, but I feel better just for getting myself back on track. Hopefully I can really stick with it and make the life changes that I need to!

This evening was very low key. Christian was pretty tired and passed out pretty much as soon as we put the girls down. It's looking like another quiet Friday night for us!

Here are some pictures of the girls today. Olivia will often try to hold Amelia like a little baby, it cracks me up. And, one of Amelia, just being the cute little ham she is :)

1/12/12

Today was a pretty good day! Still on the wagon (YAY for day 3, LOL) and going great. I got my walks in today, and I ended up leaving work a little early to get in my workout since I had plans tonight. YAY! I came in well under my calories, even with my dinner out. Feeling pretty good right now, that's for sure!

I didn't realize until this morning that this coming Monday is a Holiday...since today is my "Friday" at work, that means I get a 4-day weekend! YES, LOVE that! So, work ended up flying by which was definitely a good thing.

After work, I rushed home to get my workout in. It was painful, but it always feels good to finish up a good workout! Then, I was immediately out the door to meet the bestie for dinner! We were off to our usual spot, Khan's, to eat. Which, really isn't that bad for you. I get chicken, lots of veggies and pineapple - the only downfall really is the oil they cook it with. And, even that isn't so bad. So, at least when we go out, it's not a horrible dinner. It was great spending time with her and catching up. If only it would happen more often!

Finally, it was time to head home. Christian and the girls ate with his mom, so they arrived home shortly after I did, and it was basically time for baths and bed. I did snap this picture of my little lady first though...oh, that smile :)

1/11/12

Well, I'm off to a great start on my new diet and exercise plan! I'm already feeling some pain from my walks and workouts. I've linked up with a bunch of my friends on myfitnesspal.com so we can support each other through this. I'm feeling SUPER motivated right now, especially after weighing in yesterday. Man the number on that scale can really slap you in the face when you aren't ready for it! But, I'm ready to go. It's hard...the only thing worse than starting to lose weight, is starting OVER. To think of everything you went through, all of the hard work, just thrown away. Makes me very angry - hopefully angry enough to stay motivated and focused!

Other than that, it was a pretty typical day. Work was good, seems to go a little faster now that I actually get up and away from my desk for my breaks! Christian has still been working an hour or two over OT every day, which is really nice.

After work I did my workout, and the rest of the house came home. We ate some dinner and just hung out the rest of the night. Amelia was a little crabby today, so we sent her off to bed a little early so she could get some sleep. Olivia finished up a movie, then was also off to bed. Just another day!

Here is a picture I snapped of Christian and Olivia watching TV before bed. Christian actually passed out, LOL.