4/9/10 - Exhausted!!

Wow, today was a LOOOOONG day. We are all simply exhausted...even more than usual! The day started out bright and early, even though it's my day off. Olivia had some big appointments today...her very first dentist appointment AND her 15 month well-baby check.

The dentist appointment went great. We get a lot of odd comments from people about taking her to the dentist "this early"...I guess I don't understand why it's so weird. She has teeth...just like we do...shouldn't they be checked? Kids get cavities, kids get teeth pulled and cavities filled, even if they are "just" baby teeth...I'd rather start on prevention early and hopefully avoid that as much as possible. I didn't have a single cavity until I was 18 years old...I'd love the same for her (of course I'd love that she never get any!). In addition to that "need" that I feel...my clinic has a great pediatric dental section, and the visit is free, which I know isn't the same for everybody. Obviously at a 15 month dentist appointment they don't do a ton...he just swiped her teeth with a toothbrush, checked them out to make sure everything was coming in well, confirmed that her other 3 molars ARE coming in, and talked to us about caring for them. He said with our routine...no "candy", no juice, brushing before bed (then no liquid after), etc...we should be on our way to a cavity free kid! YAY, let's hope so!!

After the dentist, we were on our way (downstairs) to her 15 month well-baby check. Thank god they are in the same building! First came weight and height...she now (since her 12 month appointment) just gets to stand on the scale like a big girl...she doesn't like it though. She weighed in at 24lbs even...up 2lbs (in 3 months) and down to the 66%. She measured in at 32.25"...up 1.5" (in 3 months) and still up in the 92%! She is very tall, and really thinning out! Her head is still massive...I'm pretty sure she's still off the charts there (we're sure it's because she's so smart...ha)! The pediatrician listened for the murmur right away, and of course it was still there, and still loud as ever. He initially said even though he still thinks it's "nothing", we should head in for another echo. By the end of the appointment, he'd convinced himself otherwise and said he really didn't think it was anything to worry about....and said he was going to leave it up to us. We go back and forth about it...I don't want to put her through the stress of an echo, spend the money and all that if it really is "nothing", but we obviously don't want her to go too long without intervention, if needed. He said if he had to "guess", he'd say she has Peripheral Pulmonic Stenosis...this made me perk up because I have a form of Pulmonic Stenosis...so that makes our decision even harder. For now, we're going to hold off until her 18 month check. If it's the same, we are definitely heading in at that point. Heart murmur's are VERY common in babies...but it's very rare for a murmur to hold on this long, as loud as hers is, and have it not be something else. We're staying positive though! After all of this, our poor lady also received 3 shots. She took them SO great though...barely even a cry! We were then informed that this fall she will receive one more vaccination and her flu shot, then is DONE with shots until she's 5 years old (once they're 2 they can get the nasal spray for the flu)!!! Great news!

After our appointments, Christian was off to work for the day, and I stopped into my work for a quick visit. Everyone loves to see the little ones at work once in a while, so it's a nice treat to stop in for a few minutes. Olivia was simply worn out after all of this, and passed out on the way home...then slept for a few hours. After her nap, we had some lunch, then headed down to the park for a while. She was ALL over the place, and LOVES the slides. I was getting pretty worn out going up the stairs, down the slide, up the stairs, down the slide...so I finally told her we'd need to come back with daddy another time so he can take her down some more! We were soon on our way back home, but stopped to watch the geese for a while at the pond. Once home, she wore herself out again, so she and I took a little snooze together on the couch. Once Christian got home, we ate some dinner and just hung out for the night...we caught up on 24 again (which just announced this is the last season...and we're very distraught over that...) and will be heading to bed on the early side...we have another early morning tomorrow, so no partying all night for us!

Here are some pics from our day at the park...so fun. As you can see from one of the pics, she has recently decided that she is far too big to crawl up (or down) the stairs anymore...she walks. It drives us nuts, and we were very against it for a while, but she's going to do it, so we're now just letting her learn. She's using the railings really well now, and doing a great job. Going down still makes us really nervous, but I guess we just have to let her grow up :(

4/8/10 - So, It's Thursday...

Yup, it's Thursday again! I don't know what it is about Thursday, but it's never a very exciting day for us. Today was work as usual...my "Friday", so that's always nice. We have early appointments tomorrow, so it won't be a late night or anything, but it's still nice to get the day off!

The weather seems to be clearing up well, and it looks like this weekend should be nice, so hopefully we'll get lots of time outside! For today, we just relaxed! Our little energizer bunny has been feeling pretty under the weather...she actually took a few minutes to relax on the couch and watch some TV with us tonight...which she NEVER does. Poor baby.

4/7/10 - 24 Weeks = 6th Month!

OK, now this really is crazy! How am I in my 6th month already?? 24 Weeks...July is really sneaking up on me!

Contrary to my usual weekly post, I haven't been feeling so well lately. This baby is very active..I mean VERY active. Olivia was so calm, barely moved around...just some little jabs here and there, and a little shifting here and there...otherwise, she just kind of left me alone. This one...oh boy, this one doesn't stop. Tumbling, kicking, punching, moving from this side to that side, way out front and way in back. It's crazy. I love feeling the baby move around, and watching my tummy do all kinds of crazy stuff...but this one moves so much, that it actually makes me sick. The moving and tumbling actually starts makes me pretty nauseous...and, s/he sure likes to push out in front as far as possible, which makes me very uncomfortable and gives me that really "full" feeling, so then it's hard to eat. It's weird...this is night and day from when I was pregnant with Olivia...literally!

The weight stuff is starting to bother me though. I went so long under my pre-pregnancy weight from being sick, then was gaining very slowly. It was great! I'm worried my body is making up for lost time now! I'm still right on track to gain what I want...but, not for long if my current trend continues! It's weird seeing that I can't really bring myself to eat too much...I guess it really doesn't make sense. Oh well, I just have to keep watching myself and working towards my goal!

4/6/10 - Torture Tuesday

Well, my poor baby girl is NOT a happy camper. Not one bit. I swear, these teeth are going to be the death of me. I thought as kids got older, the teething was easier and less painful??? Not in this house. So far she has her 8 original teeth in (4 front on top and bottom), her bottom left molar is basically all the way out, her bottom right molar is now poking though, her top right and left molars are just showing a little bit of white, but haven't broken the skin and her canine areas are swollen. TORTURE!!! When all is said and done, she'll have 16 teeth...and I hope it goes fast, for all of our sanity! She hasn't been able to sleep well without some Tylenol before bed, and I hate giving it to her. The orajel doesn't seem to be helping at all, so we just need to grin and bear it for a while. I just want this over....OVER!

The only thing to temporarily cheer her up tonight was playing with the old camera. She is a smart cookie...she knows how to turn the camera's on (and off), and is actually getting good at pointing and shooting actual objects, rather than just accidentally taking 15 pictures of the floor, her finger and her foot! Maybe we have a future photographer on our hands :)

4/5/10 - Surprise "Road Trip"

Well, today started off just like any other. This is my week to drive the little one, so we were up and at em' bright and early! Work was normal as can be. During my lunch break, I decided to check out Craigslist. Now, I don't live under a rock or anything...but I'd never really gotten into the whole Craigslist phenomenon...now, I'm addicted!!! I found so many great things on there...now if only we actually had the money to get EVERYTHING I wanted on there (kid stuff of course!). Olivia is set for clothing through the summer (basically) and we don't know what this little bundle is yet, so we don't need any clothes. We have LOTS and LOTS of indoor toys...and most if not all are very gender neutral and still in great working condition, so we aren't in any need for those. BUT, our current goal is to work on the backyard! We bought a little inflatable pool already, but I've had my heart set on getting a sandbox and tree swing for the yard (among other things). I found a great sandbox and a plastic, radio flyer, double seater wagon...and I was so excited! The problem....the seller was located in Minnetonka (not even close to our house), and we had to go tonight if we wanted it. After a lot of convincing, I talked/guilted Christian into going to check them out after work. So, we did...and we got em'! BONUS, the guy threw in a free tree swing (also in great condition) because they forgot to post it, we were buying two things and he really wanted to get rid of it! YAY, I'm so excited!

Down side...it's raining, and it's supposed to rain all day tomorrow too...so I don't think we'll be getting much use out of our new toys for a couple days...but we are sure excited about them! Can't wait to find some more great stuff for the yard now!

OK - I will admit I'm cheating with today's photos. I really wanted to get photos of Olivia actually using the new toys...so I had to wait for the rain to stop! So, here is her loving her new swing and wagon. The weather finally cleared up and we were able to fill the sandbox and try it out. She LOVES it, so YAY :)

4/4/10 - HAPPY EASTER

It's Easter...Happy Easter! We were so excited for today. Olivia was so little last year, and pretty much just slept all day, so this year felt like our REAL first Easter with her. We were up bright and early, got dressed, and it was time to rummage through the Easter basket. We don't do the candy thing, so she got lots of great "dollar spot" stuff...a slinky, a light up toy, some felt flowers, some bunny ears, some sidewalk chalk and a little wind up chicken toy. I will confess...we did put two little tins of candy in there...one for Christian and one for me :) She loved everything, it was fun to watch her go through it. Then, we had a quick breakfast (and, during this breakfast, she made her first real attempt at using the fork herself! Very exciting), while I went outside to hide her eggs. We dyed eggs a couple weeks back, so I hid those around the backyard. After breakfast, we stepped out and started on our hunt...and it was SO beautiful outside, perfect day for an egg hunt! She had so much fun looking around and collecting all of her eggs, she did such a great job! After she found all of them, she proceeded to dump them out and "collect" them again...over and over again. In the process, she managed to break every single egg, which grossed her out completely. Finally, we headed inside and relaxed for the rest of the morning. She went down for a nap a bit later, and Christian and I got ready for the day.

After nap time, we got her dressed in her Easter best, and were off to dinner with my family. It was nice to see everybody, but my grandparents decided to take us all out to eat this year rather than cook, and being out to eat didn't give us much of a change to really catch up with anyone. After dinner, we had to skip out right away to stop over to his parents house. They wanted to do an egg hunt with all of the kids, and, with his sister moving, it may be our last holiday together with them for quite a while. Olivia had a blast, as usual, running around the playing with the girls.

She passed out on the way home, and that was that! The nights have still been rough, including tonight. She kept waking up, crying (with that painful tone to it), so we broke down and gave her some Tylenol. I hate seeing her in so much pain, it just breaks my heart!

4/3/10 - Jam Packed Saturday

Well, a day that was just supposed to be hanging around the house, doing laundry, relaxing, became nothing of the sort. We were up bright and early, and decided to head over to Perkins for breakfast. YUM! After breakfast, I was home to start laundry, and Christian ended up going to help his sister move some stuff. They are moving soon, and needed to put some stuff in storage, so he was off to help them. And, he ended up taking Olivia off to his mom's house for a few hours so I could get some stuff done. So, the day was spent doing laundry and cleaning/picking up around the house. On his way home, Christian called to inform me that his friend from work was coming over to do some grilling. So, now some heavy duty "picking up" needed to be done! What happened to laying around, watching some TV, playing with some toys and just relaxing?? Yeah, that rarely lasts!

Grilling was good though...lots of yummy food, and a little time outside. And, I still managed to get the laundry done, so it wasn't too horrible!

For today's pics...one is the ducks that hang out in our yard. They came around last year, and to our surprise, there they were in our backyard again this morning. So pretty. And, Olivia, brushing her teeth, getting ready for Perkins :)

4/2/10 - 15 Months Old!

My what a difference a year makes! This is our little lady, this morning, and 1 year ago today, 3 months old. It's hard to believe our baby girl is 15 months old today! It's really true, you don't realize how fast it all goes until you have kids. It seems like just yesterday we were living our carefree lives, just going out whenever we wanted, spending money on whatever we wanted, sleeping in, just...being us. Now, our lives are all about this little lady...and I can't imagine going back.

A blogger I follow has a great post the other day. She started off saying as time goes on, you forget all of the little details of that day...the birth day. The little things get lost, and she wanted to get it down in writing. I thought this would be a good day to do that (even though I may have already forgotten so much!).

Olivia was due on January 10, 2009. Around 28 weeks, my midwife, Ann, realized that Olivia was still head up. Not a huge deal at that point, but something to watch for, and time to familiarize ourselves with the c-section route. My heart sank a little. I'd spent my whole life saying that IF I ever had kids, I totally wanted a c-section...the "easy way out"...that I couldn't imagine doing...THAT. Even when I first got pregnant, I still felt this way. As time went on, I read books, talked to people, took childbirth preparation classes, and really came around to the whole thing...realized that I can do this. In that moment...being told we should start preparing for the c-section possibility, it's like all was lost. But, we stayed optimistic...12 weeks was a lot of time for baby to turn! Well, around 36 weeks, baby was STILL facing the wrong way. I was sent for an ultrasound to confirm, and told, it was highly unlikely she would turn at this point. So, we were off to meet with an OB to discuss everything. Our first decision was to go in for a version, where they try to manually turn the baby. Got that scheduled, and we were out the door. Later that night, I got to doing some research, and realized the version was definitely not for me. It is highly risky, has a very low success rate, is painful and is done in the hospital in case is sends you into labor, or sends baby into distress. Nope, not for me. So, that appointment was canceled, and the c-section was scheduled...January 5, 2010 at 9:00AM. Whoa, how weird to actually KNOW when your baby was going to be here...that was a strange feeling.

Right after Christmas, I started getting very random contractions. I'd been having braxton hicks contractions since about 16/17 weeks, so I knew these were different. But, life went on as normal, and nothing really came of them. New Years Eve, a Wednesday, was my last day of work. Thursday was a Holiday, and Monday was D-Day, so there was no point in going to work on Friday, for one day. Well, Wednesday I spent the day,a t work, having some pretty hard core contractions, but they were still very random, inconsistent and quick. We went about our day, I left work at 3:30 (YAY, 2+ months off!!), and Christian and I went over to a friends house to celebrate New Years Eve. As the night went on, the contracts tapered off a little, but were still very painful when they did happen. We got home around 1:00AM, and went to bed, like normal.

Thursday, New Years Day, Christian pretty much slept all day. I hung out downstairs, watching some of my DVR'd shows...doing some serious catch-up. It didn't take long for me to start feeling those contractions again...but today, they were different. The pain was everywhere, and most centered in my back. Oh lord, back labor. WOW, that was painful! I couldn't bring myself to eat much throughout the day, and just rotated between walking, and various sitting positions...laying down really was not an option with the back labor going on. The day went on, the pain got worse, and they were lasting longer and coming closer together. Christian had to work Friday, so he went off to bed at his normal time. I stayed downstairs, trying to relax...nothing was helping. I finally decided to try to just go to bed and "sleep it off", there was no way that was going to happen. I got up and took a shower, hoping for some relief, at about 12:00AM, that didn't help. I tried cleaning and did the dishes around 1:30AM, that didn't help. So, I woke Christian up and we decided it was time to call the hospital. At this point, the contractions were about 3-5 minutes apart, but still weren't lasting all that long. And nothing they tell you will happen, happened (no water breaking, no other "gross" stuff), so I didn't really know what we were in for. The nurse told us to head on in and get checked out.

Of course we weren't ready...we weren't supposed to be going until Monday, so we were going to pack my bag and baby's bag over the weekend and get ready to go. So, frantically, at 2:00AM we were packing bags and heading out the door. Christian called my mom on the way there to fill her him, and we were checked into labor and delivery at 3:00AM.

The nurse took all of my information, and hooked me up to a monitor. Baby had a strong heartbeat, and they could tell right away the contractions were coming pretty strong. The OB came in and checked me...after ALL of this, I was only 1cm dilated, but I was full effaced. The OB then ordered an ultrasound to check baby's position...then they could decide what they wanted to do. Sure enough, baby was still head up, stubborn little thing she was! So, with that, and the severity of my contractions, they decided to move ahead with the c-section right then and there. Oh my, here we go! During this time, my mom had come in, so she was there with us.

They started hooking up my IV's, getting me all prepped for surgery. The surgeon came in to brief us on everything and have me sign some papers. At this point, I really didn't even know what they were saying...I was just ready to go and get this over with. Next thing you know, they whisked Christian away to get prepped for the surgery, they had me up and walking down the hall to the OR. They got the spinal done right away...and honestly, I didn't feel a thing (maybe the one good thing about back labor)! Christian came in a few minutes later, the blue sheet went up, and we were off!

At 6:00AM on the dot, Olivia Rose entered the world. Christian left my side to check her out, take some pictures and make sure every thing was going well. A few minutes later, he appears, with this amazing perfect little angel in hand. I couldn't believe that she was here, she was REALLY here. I touched her perfect little face, gave her a few little kisses, and we took our first family photos. It was so amazing, I totally forgot the rest of the surgery was happening! After a few minutes, she was off to the nursery to be checked out and cleaned up, and I sent Christian off to be with her. By 6:30AM, I was rolled into recovery. Recovery was only supposed to last an hour, but they had forgotten to add the long-term pain medicine to my spinal, so I had to stay in recovery while they got the additional IV set and ready to go to get me through the night.

At 8:30AM, I was wheeled into my room, placed in bed, and anxiously awaited my little girl. About a minute later a little bassinet came rolling in, and in that moment, I felt like my life had officially changed forever. They handed me this wonderful little being, she looked at me, and was just quiet and content. Some nurses, Christian and my mom were there in the room, but I felt like Olivia and I were the only people on Earth. I finally agreed to hand her over, and my mom got her first snuggle. Throughout the day, we had so many visitors, we're so lucky to have so many amazing friends and family.

The rest of the weekend was such a blur. Just learning all the new stuff that comes with being a parent...baths, diaper changes, breastfeeding, living on no sleep! We had lots of visitors all weekend, which was great. Surgery recovery was rough, nothing I'd wish on anyone! They had me up and out of bed that same night. Saturday night, I was walking around the room, slow, but walking. Sunday night, I was walking around the floor, still slow, but getting better. Monday, check out day, I was doing well, but everything was pretty painful. Monday morning is just a complete blur..we had to get everything packed up, I had my final OB evaluation to make sure everything was healing up well (which it was) and Olivia had her final evaluation. She had lost just under the max (10%) they will allow, and was pretty jaundice still, but they let us take her home and set up some follow-up appointments for her.

We got home on Monday (the original D-Day) around 12:30PM, and we barely left our room for the rest of the week. Just spent that first week being a new little family and spending some quite (recovery) time together. It was amazing living this whole new life and staring at this beautiful new creature. That first week as a whole is just full of moments I'll never forget, and I'll cherish for the rest of my life.

4/1/10 - Happy April!

Wow, it's April already! Where is this year going? It's hard to believe, and the weather we've been having is AMAZING. It seems like just yesterday we were in the midst of our month long snow storm, and now, just green grass, blue skies and fresh air!

It's Thursday, so as usual, nothing super exciting is going on. Today is Christian's sister's birthday, so he and Olivia went over to his parents house for dinner after work, and I headed home for a night of peaceful TV watching...and it was wonderful!

Christian got home a little bit before bedtime, so I got some playtime in with the energizer bunny, then it was bathtime and off to bed. The right side of Olivia's gums are pretty swollen these days (and she's back to not sleeping so great), so those darn molars are up to no good again. She has one basically all the way out, one peeking through, and the right side trying to do something. Poor thing. Even through that, we get these amazing smiles from her...

3/31/10 - 23 Weeks...WOW!

That's right, I'm 23 weeks today! How does this happy...only 17 to go? I'm now up 10 lbs...ugh, double digits! That sucks, but I think that's pretty good for 5+ months. I'm feeling really well, sleeping great, seem to have a "normal" appetite going on, and we're just getting more and more excited every day, and just can't wait. Although, now that we officially won't know what we're having, I think it's going to make these last 4 months go soooooo slow. Hopefully we'll be super busy and and the time will just fly by...although, we're still a little anxious about having 2 little people in the house, so maybe we don't wish that...hmmm.

The big development is that other people can feel baby now!! YAY, that's always the best. Christian and I were sitting on the couch watching some TV last Friday. Baby started doing some acrobats, and I could see my tummy moving, so Christian came over to feel, and he got lots of good kicks. He was so proud :) Then Saturday, after dinner, I was sitting next to the BFF, and she got to feel baby too! It's such an amazing feeling, and actually seeing your belly move about it so wonderful. I just love it!!

For some reason, people have been telling me lately that I don't see "that" far along. I don't know if they are lying, just trying to be nice, or if they are for real. I have a little less than 4 months to go, and I'm definitely not as big as I was last time, but I don't think I look small by any means. I'll take it though...it's better than everyone asking me if there's "two in there" all the time like last pregnancy!!

On another note, I have date night plans with the BFF tonight...going to dinner, YAY. Can't wait :)